My, my, my it's a beautiful world...

Today was, compared to last week's mitten-weather, completely gorgeous. I love this time of year because the trees look like they're on fire against the perfectly blue sky. I wish I could explain the tumult occuring in me, but I can't. I've tried. People are starting to notice that something's up and that scares me. I just can't shake this lonliness that exists in my world, no matter how hard I try. I'm a lost little girl right now.