I've never faced so many emotional days...

things are total SHIT right now.

"friends" are lying to me. "friends" are betraying me. people who shouldn't be in my business ARE in my business. i'm tired of all the fucking lies.

i want to get the hell out of emory & henry. it's this tiny cess pool. and we wonder why there's drama.

i want FAR FAR away. i just want out. i want to be in a place where people can appreciate my presence. i'm exhausted from fighting it all and pretending to be okay. i can't put on this facade of happiness anymore.