I'm just dreaming, counting the ways to where you are...

Our new sisters are incredible & completely hilarious. Just when we think we've heard the funniest thing come out of one of their mouths, another one says something even funnier. It's hard to see them stressed out and tired, but I know that we're doing everything we can to keep that from happening. I'm glad we take care of our girls, otherwise I couldn't be a part of it. It's hard to see everything that goes on during pledge week, which is why I'm glad it only happens once a semester. I LOVE being assistant pledge mom because it's given me the chance to get to know the girls better than I would've. It's weird knowing I'll never have another little, so I'm glad I have this. Yes, it's stressful and I'm worn out, but it's 100% worth it when I see how much they trust us.

I'm PRAYING it isn't bad weather this weekend because I'm so looking forward to going to Knoxville with Mom to take care of Kitely. Mom calmed me down majorly today when I was on the urge of another mini-breakdown. She told me I really just need to be taking care of myself and not focusing on all the other stuff that's going on, which is exactly what I needed to hear. I'm sick, but I'm sure it's nothing major and I need to devote my energy to getting well before it gets out of control.

I have drawing class tomorrow. It has become the bane of existence... GAH. It's almost torture to sit and draw a teapot for 2 hours. I will probably never be good at drawing... NEVER, but I sure am trying. I made a 98.5 on my Art History II test, YAY! Thusfar, art history has been my favorite thing at E&H, I LOVE delving into it. Maybe I'm a mega-nerd, but those slide tests are fun for me. I'm also doing well in Spanish which is exciting. I NEED to start looking at grad schools because I'm not ready to NOT be a student. I am indeed ready to finish with undergrad, but I know it's not my time yet.

Okay that's all. It's time for bed. Hopefully I can find my bed under the massive pile of crap in my room. Gah. Can't wait to have time to clean it's driving me up the wall.