I rise from me through broken hues...

I want to be out of college and away from jackasses. I regret so many decisions I made and the outcomes that spurred from them, but what's regret gonna do now? The time has come for me to focus on the future. In one year, I will be out of the hell hole that is Emory & Henry College. Do I wish I had chosen another school? Yes... yes, I do. Have I gotten my money's worth from a private institution? No... no, I have not. In one year I can start over. I can reinvent myself if I want. I get a fresh, clean slate. I get to chose the correct path because I know so much more about people than I did three years ago. I feel equipped to succeed now, unlike before, when I just settled. It seems like I've been settling my whole life because I feel inadequate. But, damnit, I'm not inadequate. I'm going to start holding my head high and create a shield around me for negativity to bounce off of and knock the assholes off their own feet. Yes, that's what I'll do.