I almost dialed your number when I thought the coast was clear...

I hate being by myself for extended periods of time. I'm afraid of lonely silences because they leave me with nothing but my thoughts, and sometimes my thoughts scare me. Sometimes my thoughts are so far beyond my realm of thinking that I wonder if something foreign has taken over my mind. When I'm alone with my thoughts, things are far more complex than their facade. I throw myself into philosophy I don't comprehend. Thoughts of tonight included: we are all just exactly the same. We are one person walking around in 6 billion different vessels because all of us are too powerful to ever exist as one unit.

Whatever.